Life & it’s beautiful struggles especially last year!
It’s funny how life works out and what life shoots at you all of a sudden, life can be beautiful or it can be a beautiful disaster. Some struggle and some just get whatever they are given, I think I’m in the middle of that. My life isn’t perfect I have had my struggles with depression, anxiety, and suicide and having to deal with my family’s medical problems. Last year was my turn around on life since I moved to a new school wanting to change my life and get me back in the right head space again, I met some amazing people, funny people! Even though I hated maths and it was my worse subject I loved it at the same time because of a group of boys who called themselves “the boys” would always make me welcome and always have a good laugh with me! I even met my boyfriend there, and after 10 months we are going strong and more inlove then ever. But last year wasn’t so perfect especially at the end of it I had lots a lot of Friendships over my relationship with my boyfriend they didn’t approve and I didn’t care if they didn’t so they started to cut me out during the time that I was getting bitched about etc my dad had two strokes! All my care in the world went down the drain with the group and no matter how much shit they gave during that time while my dad had his two strokes my focus was on my dad and not them! I had more important things to worry about.
My dad is still struggling after his two strokes but he is slowly getting there we are just taking it one step at a time. What this experience has given me is strength I cherish life to the fullest and don’t worry about what others think of me because they are just jealous. I don’t hold grudges I don’t bitch or cause drama I had forgiven the girls on my own for what they did to me because I can’t keep living life worrying about it and holding grudges. Yes life is not perfect but little things make life perfect I think my life is getting perfect because I have my family, my TRUE friends and my amazing handsome boyfriend. So I thank them i thank god for making me the women I am today, strong, confident, kind and loyal.